I’ve been on vacation from my job at the SOLA Network since last Wednesday, and it has been wonderful.
I’ve pretty much had SOLA on my mind all day ever since Covid-19 hit. We immediately had to pivot a lot of our stories to address the virus, and start filling in gaps in our scheduling once the SOLA Conference was canceled. We ran some great stuff.
Just when I felt like we could take a breath, the video of the brutal death of George Floyd swept through our national consciousness, and once again, SOLA began to publish articles focusing on race and justice.
I did interviews, transcribed tons of videos, edited essays, found photographs, etc. etc. It was a wild ride to say the least. I only thought in one-week chunks, trying to push out (mostly) polished content every day (sometimes twice a day!) to help educate our audience.
Eventually, I realized I was running on fumes a little bit. It’s like when you’re slightly delirious with a fever, feeling perfectly well but it’s clear that you’re not well. So when Facebook reminded me that 1 year ago that I had had an amazing summer trip to Taiwan & South Korea for a 2 weeks, I said, “Okay. I need a break.”
So I queued up some video content that I could stock up on (which is why you’ve been seeing a lot of SOLA Council member sermon clips), and today is my last full day of vacation.
So what I have I learned from my vacation?
Vacations are good. I’ve been much more relaxed lately. I’ve been less obsessive about checking our website numbers.
Vacations are imperfect. They don’t solve the problem of busyness. As soon as I go “back to work” tomorrow, I’ll have the same temptation to push myself to the point of burnout. I need to find a way to be sustainable in my workflow.
Quarantine life is difficult and different. We all know this. How it specifically manifested for me is that it made me less creative. As you’ve noticed, my newsletter has been basically abandoned. I haven’t been writing as much. Part of it is how busy I was, but it’s also because I was in “survival” mode — conserving my energy for things I had to do with little energy to expend for things I want to do. I’m glad the vacation has given me a little bit of a spark to at least write this.
I love reading books. The vacation has helped me to finish two books. Just Mercy by Bryan Stevenson (highly recommend) and The Lola Quartet by Emily St. John Mandel (meh. Read her Station Eleven instead. That one is SUPER good). I need to read more.
Okay. I don’t have the energy to do a lot of tweets (especially since I’m so behind), so here is a tweet thread with people answering this question:
(LOTS OF MOVIE SPOILERS TO FOLLOW)
I miss going to the movies. I miss you all desperately. Stay safe, and see you soon.